But that's only because I hadn't come into my own as a creatrix...
Brutal Fact: It wasn't, isn't, and won't ever be.
I left you hanging in the most inglorious fashion. I deprived you of the true & authentic me because I was too scared, too lazy, too whatever to bother taking the time to answer the damn question.
So let me just say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for confusing and stringing you along or giving you a false or unclear presentation. We can move on now though, because I can say with clarity - divine and loving - what I do now.